Songs to me have tremendous impact, the ones that tell a story, as I thought of where you might be, here is a song that I hope cheer's you up. There is a strong message in this song to those of us in recovery and to be honest it's been years since I herd it but it came to me as I thought of this thread. The rain he signs of to me is the fog and clutter we experience in early recovery.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSuB4t3q_dA