Originally Posted by
doggonecarl 
Jack, I looked at your previous posts. You don't really say why you decided to get sober, or what stage your drinking was at. But if you are like most who find there way to Sober Recovery, I doubt your drinking, at the end, was anything close to being "fun."
So quit romanticizing alcohol and remember what brought you here.
Ok, maybe that wasn't the best choice of word. I still find it fun because of the way it makes me feel (the relaxation and mood boosting effects), but at the same time I feel extremely guilty because I know how much of a negative impact it is having on my life.