Originally Posted by
Cara39 
Hey all, day 3 ending shortly. Just feel irritable and emotional today. I currently live with my sister (just recently ) tonight she is doing her barely speaking routine and I just don't have the strength to deal with it. I came home from work feeling fine and now I feel utterly miserable. I don't know why how I feel is dependent on her mood. Going to have a shower and read a good book. The only good thing is that I feel so utterly pissed off that I have no desire to drink. Silver lining and all that ☺ Stay strong everyone!
I also live with my Bestfriend/Sister and get the feeling of guilt and burden of doing so. Not that it's her fault at all, but this feeling often pushes me to drink and escape the thoughts/feelings often. No license(Dui) and having to depend on her gives me no self worth or independence. Your fortunate because at least you have your own job and I'm sure you contribute to the bills. Hope today gets better!