Originally Posted by
JL2014 
Everyone sitting around father inlaws deathbed. He started what I think is the death rattle yesterday afternoon. . I'm at home with youngest son. Torture is just torture. I hate for people to suffer.
My plan for not drinking- prayer, learn to play the tape, like y'all are saying ( not sure exactly whT that is), and eat regularly. Gotta make this work.
Sober .
JL.... Will be thinking of you today and the hardship you're going through. Sounds like you're doing an amazing job by looking after your younger son amnd keeping sober - putting him ahead of yourself.
Sending you positive vibes all the way. Please check in later...