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Old 01-11-2016, 12:58 AM
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Originally Posted by lastchance77 View Post
100% agree. Those feelings aren't natural, they are a side effect. Even after 2 days sober for me, they almost disappear completely. It's getting through those days without drinking is the hardest. My cycle would continue as I drank to stop the thoughts while the drink caused the thoughts. Endless cycle.
I'll third that... I spent most nights awake for hours panicking, days with a haze of fear and worry let else trough the roof... and now it's so much better. The good news is even though I had a few drinks a Xmas. .. the calm came back quicker than the first stop time! I wish I hadn't had a drink, but I can't change it.... so just look forward... onwards and upwards!
I really feel for you, I hope u can keep of the drinks... and I really hope u start to see little benefits soon... I wish I could do more for you x
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