(((strat)))
I think a bit of self doubt is expected every now and then. I know I have it sometimes. But the fact that it bothers me/us so much when fleeting thoughts of drinking pop in demonstrates how much we've come to treasure sobriety.
A couple of hours ago I was having a visit with my sister (she's sober since '97) about this exact thing. She told me that with time she doesn't as much have fear about drinking again but doesn't lose sight of exactly where she'd end up if she stops respecting her sobriety. I think I get what she means.