Originally Posted by strategery

I wanted to thank you for all your thoughts. I am still a bit shaken up that drinking was on the table last night if the project was lost. I am very grateful for small miracles. Self-doubt, which is a big trigger for me, seems to be rearing its head a lot lately. Last night didn't help, but at least I got through it. Just trying to regain some confidence. DaneK-very glad you didn't relapse. We need you here. Erfra-we need you here too. Keep hanging in there. The loss of a dear friend is tough.