Well, I seen him and was fine if you call it that. It was helpful and believe it or not, I don't have it as my last vision of him.
All the family and friends that drove out or flew in to be with us, was unbelievable. Sad for sure but I don't have regrets.
Given the drug issue, I was worried that some of the "friends" that I blame for supporting his bad behavior would be there, but instead I was surrounded by all the people he and I love. No unwanted guests.
I had made 3 resolutions for 2016 that still fit, but now for different reasons given this tragedy:
New beginnings.. Pamper yourself.. Stay strong.
I will keep saying them. Thank you all.