What I learned from messing it up
I've been humbled. I thought I had sobriety. I did for couple years. Then I had a weeks lost. I couldn't remember one day from th next. And I've a large family to take care of. After hiding came clean. I was in closet. Rehab inpatient. So now it's on the table. All eyes on me. Funny enough some people still think u can drink a little. Just 1. Liked that idea! So I tried to drink once a week or once a month. Usually lasted 3 days.its taken 4 years to realize I can't control it. I'm done. Ok. That's it