Patricia, I am sorry you are struggling. Please keep checking in here!
Hi again group, I am back. It was really a mess over the holidays with me trying to "moderate" and then of course when I got some "me time", it was not in moderation anymore. Sigh. Same cirle.
Sober almost a week or so now. Have been devestated, it's so hard to start over and over and over and over...and disappointing yourself again.
I am terribly depressed (again) and actually almost don't do anything at all . Just thought I'd check back in here, since my AV is starting again.
Sorry for ramling about things that we all already know. I hope many of you have kept strong over new years, and if you haven't I hope you will start over with me
We must keep trying, trying and trying to get it right!