Dt, I did the math once
I drank daily for near 35 years spending on average of $20 a day, that's a bar tab that exceeds $250,000
The money pales compared to my other losses over that time period relative to relationships, health, career, dignity, ambition, missed opportunity, etc
48 days sober and working to build a better future.
This progressive disease will catch up you, none of us are exempt. The timing of that will vary from person to person but the results are guaranteed.