Day 1 Again sigh
Once again starting at day zero, I got horrible news from work (i didnt lose my job) but it just broke my heart so yeah... I feel ashamed for letting you guys down this freaking AV is way to strong atleast I have my first treatment appointments on the 8th, ill tell them i tried my best to abstain and went 8 days which is the longest in years but I couldn't go longer. I dont even know what to say I feel so horrible