Originally Posted by Jaguar0425
I pray constantly to have the obsession removed.
Oh I know the feeling. I few short months ago, I was fond of saying that the obsession has lifted. And maybe it had, for all I know. But inside, something was at work, and I didn't pay attention.
So when I told you it's still endsville, it's from recent experience.
Redouble your efforts. I don't know what you do to stay sober, but if after a year, you're finding yourself vulnerable, then it's your responsibility to act. And don't delay Jag. Because all there is at the bottom of that bottle is pain.