Originally Posted by endlesspatience

Bottom line is that you have been sober for less than a week and you almost never make it to two weeks without a drink. The pattern repeats for you for years on end.

If you want to you can take the first action to stop it by posting here regularly. We can only help if you reach out and share with us.

Nearly everyone here who has a serious alcohol problem and yet stays sober for extended periods puts a plan together and draws on the support and experience of other people who've got sober.

You say you've tried most recovery programmes. What does trying mean for you?