I don't know what you think "confessing" does?
This two drink thing? What's the point? People like us aren't happy with two drinks, like you said in your post, it's disappointing. That high, that being amped, that is what we want. You can't get that on two drinks.
Jeff, you're playing with fire. You're playing the same, "I can moderate," game we have all played and it's not going to work.
Please put it down for good - before you chase that high again.