I hated my last relapse and was very disappointed as my AV said one beer to see the migrant workers heading back would be ok........oh boy a month later I came out of the fog, in and out of the hospital/detox/back at it, it was a very, very rough go and I hated every moment of it. I think at least for me I have to be mindful Alcohol is not my friend in any way, I know it wants my life and that isn't going to happen, I believe that was part of my frustration but that was the past and doing great since Dec 12th