I'm not angry with you Jeff - or frustrated - but I am worried.
Newcomers reading might think 'it's 2 drinks - whats Dee's problem'...but it's the mindset those drinks represent for you, and why you keep returning to the trough, that worries me.
What I said to you last time weighed heavy on you too IIRC... but it didn't stop you.
Kiki had a good post about euphoric recall a few days back - I think it's worth a read Jeff.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ic-recall.html
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