Good luck with your new life. Alcohol was the most insensere friend i ever had. It built me up to be the life and soul of the party, to then stab me in the back when i was no longer aware of my surroundings. It made me in to a laughing stock amongst those who used to respect me, and it made me into a week pitiful untrustworthy excuse of a person to those who truly loved me. I hated it by the end and dont ever want it back in my life.