Thanks very much. It is good to read all of your posts.
I have a sponsor. 11 years sober. Country boy, he is my age 53. Nice and very easy going. Tells me it's simple, which I like. I don't need to get too caught up which I have a tendency to do. He's not real "hands on" which I like and don't. First sponsor I've had so I don't really know what to expect or what I really need for that matter.
I try to do a lot of One day at a time thinking. I tell myself several times a day, "I'm not going to drink today." That's it, tomorrow will take care of itself.