It's cool that so far everyone mentioned exactly what I've been thinking could lead to future pitfalls: moments of weakness and the illusion that being away from it could somehow let me come back to it and "control" it again.
I think for sure those are both things I should have a plan for now and not wait for it to happen to figure something out.
My coping skills definitely need work. Every time in the past I would use alcohol to escape a situation I would always wake up and feel ridiculous because the problem was still there that made me want to drink in the first place.