Need Clarity
Maybe someone can shed some light.
I've posted about my AS son. I was married to his father for 15 years and finally decided to divorce. Through those years I was abandoned by him (and cheated on) several times. I had some really horrific and frightening years. He died (D&A OD) soon after I remarried. My second husband is a kind and good man, thankfully.
I've been to counselors to discuss this mess, but they tell me it's over and move one. Which I have done to a great extent. But now that my AS is repeating the behavior of his father (blaming me and cutting me out of his life) all of this is swirling around and I'm really very depressed. I feel my life is that of an abused woman and can't shake it.
I have not found Al Anon to be very helpful. Maybe I'm in the wrong group, but I feel I don't fit.
I don't really know what I'm asking here, maybe just venting because there is no one I can say this to.