Well I did it. I finally told my husband and partner of over 20 years that I want a trial separation. The conversation could have gone better but I got emotional. If this is want I want why am I so sad?
The kids are both at sleep overs tonight which is WHY I had to have the conversation today.
After the conversation we continued doing stuff needed to prepare for a camping trip I am taking the girls on in the New Year. Then I went and had a lay down. When I came out he was gone. He has not taken his phone. I guess he has gone for a walk or gone to the club and doesn't want me to ring him to pick him up... so the next chapter begins
