First sober break up, yeahhhh ouch.
Finally ended my long, dysfunctional relationship tonight. I've soft-ended it a few times now but this time was the full deal.
I'm proud of myself because I said "this is what I need if I'm going to stay in this," and he said he couldn't manage it, so I said OK then this can't continue. I know that was the right thing to do, and I'm not sure if I've ever done it before in any relationship, even when I really, really should have.
But it hurts. A lot. We've been long distance for a few months now, so thankfully that takes the sting out a little... but it also makes it surreal and I know it's going to take a while to sink in.
Well, *puts on helmet* here I go, off on an exciting ride through sober emotions! I hate this amusement park.