bigfle

Had the shittest 5 days ever having missed xmas with my 3 year daughter after falling out with my partner of 6 years when she came home from work to find me drunk.I spent 3 days on a bender in a travelodge only stopping christmas eve because the guilt of not seeing my daughter before xmas day was eating me up.

Reflecting now 3 days sober i'm racked with guilt for not being there to see her open her presents & missing what should have been a happy time with my family.I feel like such a selfish loser & a bad dad to boot.