Hi KIR, yep, I've got lots of memories to keep me from drinking. I've made a fool of myself countless times while drunk, and more seriously, driven drunk many, many times. I want to bury my head in shame that I repeated that behavior so many times when I could have hurt or killed someone else. I hear on the news almost daily of DUI car accidents and my heart breaks for the person who now has to live with that the rest of their life. Ugh, makes me shudder just thinking about it. Never, ever again!