Ionray, you definitely posted what in on the mind of many recovering alcoholics this time of year. Who doesn't miss the good old days and sharing a bottle of wine on the holidays. I do.
I wish I could be satisfied sharing a bottle of wine and being OK with that. But the problem is that only one glass of wine for me always resulted in a full blown relapse and I cannot go there again. Yes I miss those days, but it has to be over with for me. I am comfortable and confident that I will stay sober over the holidays.
Nothing like starting new traditions this year is there?