Thank you everyone, I am bringing a tablet and will have access. I also have a "sanctuary space" that I can escape to and avoid any madness. I remember the condition I was in the last time I was out there, it was the worst. I will be checking in here regularly as it is my primary support system. I need to be mentally sharp and stay strong. My willpower will be tested every day. The good thing is that the house has no liquor in it. Maybe a beer or two that are over a year old. My BIL...different story. He makes a trip to get beer every day.