I'm beginning to scare myself!!
Hi everyone. I'm so glad you all are still here. I've been having thoughts of drinking again. I've been working hard on my program, going to meetings, doing the steps, dailey contact with my sponser and others in the program. Somehow, right after I celebrated 1 year sober the obsession returned. Last night I was very close to drinking. I called a friend and we talked. I promised to give it a week. She asked me to rethink my decision in a week. I told her I can do that. This morning I realized that I don't want to go back there and I almost did!! I'm really scared.