Maybe you should resign your membership from the club?
It sounds like not a good place for you to stay sober.
What else can you do to tighten your response plan to triggering situations?
Proactive action feels better than beating yourself up over what you can't change Garden.
My plan was to not engage my drinking friends at all the first three months, and
to not go to anyplace that had alcohol.
I just went to the gym, out for lunch, coffee, etc. until sobriety was more established.
I did this during the holiday season also, and I did not let that be an excuse.
It's harder, but it is do-able if you are really ready to dig in.
You can do it Garden
