Struggling
There isn't any physical craving for alcohol, but the pull to get away from the worry and stress of life is so strong today. The thoughts to get a bottle of vodka are strong today. I know the worry and stress will still be there regardless, but not having to deal with it would be so nice.
Today I've stayed busy with Christmas shopping, grocery shopping and transporting a dog to a rescue. I'm home now with no alcohol and cooking dinner.
The struggle is real today. Tomorrow I will be glad I didn't drink today. I just have to keep telling myself that.