Hi Iwishonstars,
Drug addicts are selfish when using & sometimes need to be selfish in early recovery. I agree TB. Give it time. I'm glad you relieved some of your tension.
As for what to do in the meantime, I would concentrate on your girls & you. Since you don't have car readily available, how about creating some Christmas arts & crafts w/your girls? They have a multitude of ideas on Pinterest.
If it's snowing where you live, take your kids sledding.
If it's warm, go for walks.
Bake a bunch of Christmas cookies.
Play boardgames w/the kids.
There's a few ideas, I hope it helps.
(( Hugs ))