Originally Posted by
Ionray 
But tonight, I do miss sharing a bottle of good wine and a movie with my wife on a cold December Friday night just before Christmas.
You miss the sharing? or the drinking?
It's the drinking, of course. Because you have the wife, the movie, the night before Christmas. But you've romanticized that bottle of wine and elevated it to a status it doesn't deserve. I doubt that sharing a bottle of wine with the mrs is what brought you here, made you choose sobriety. So don't let your addiction make you long for something that probably brought you more misery than warm and fuzzy memories.