Crois , I am so sorry I've upset you , I would NEVER want to do that. You friends have been so good to me and I understand your frustration with me seeming not to want to help myself.
This is so far from the truth, I abhor the way I am , I'm sorry for my negativity .
I must sound like a pain in the arse.
I understand what you are saying Dee re me feeling sorry for myself. That's true in part , but not entirely. Every morning I wake up I tell myself I will NOT drink today.
If I were all of you I would be annoyed with me too as you feel I'm not taking on any of your constructive advice. I have tried, I truly have.
I'm not myself at the moment and I feel so self indulgent with my all about me posts .
I'm going to take myself away for a while and try to get myself right. It really upsets me that I remind Crois of bad times with her Mum. She is right & this must just be too hard and confronting for you .
I'm really sorry everyone , I truly am. I love you all
Wendy
Xxxx
