I think everyone has FOMO (fear of missing out) at some time in the early days Loulou
I had FOMO even tho my drinking nearly killed me...insanity, right?
Let me put it this way...I missed out on a lot of my life from being drunk, sick, passed out or blacked out .
I honestly feel I've lived more in the last 8 years that the 20 before it.
And I have fun, and love, and friends and good times.
I love my life and I love who I am. I could never say that as a drinker.
I feel connected with people and event. I am truly present.
I wouldn't stay sober if it made me unhappy or I felt I was 'missing out' - noone would - that's basic human nature.
You gave drinking however many years?
give a little time to recovery and you'll see I'm right - I promise
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