Well I'm sick of failing, I know when I eventually sleep I'll have nightmares ,be up in night with tummy pain etc... And yet by five in the afternoon all I'll be thinking of is drinking.
Feeling very overwhelmed, so sick of being here again and again and again will it ever stop why can't I just function normally.
Please don't say it's because I'm an alcoholic I hate labels at the best of times.... And I know I am