It's been a tough year for you in lots of ways - and a lot of changes Aellyce.
I'm sorry this has hit you hard but I'm not surprised.
I ponder the way of life death and the Universe too - I can't find reason in the things that happen sometimes. It seems random and cruel.
I'm sure your buyer was happy in buying the house tho and I hope she had at least some happy moments in those last few weeks.
Musing too much tho can be counterproductive - I'm glad you realise that
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