To those of you who have been where I am or felt what I've been feeling. I'm sorry! Thank you for reassuring me I am not alone! I don't believe anybody deserves what is been gone through and people who have never been on this position do not understand why we do the things we do and feel the way we do. I just hope, for all us, we find the love, peace, and saneness we all want. More than welcome to message me.