Oh geez you sound like me.28 years ago ...alcoholic husband ,but I never knew how bad.Was busy raising the kids cause he was so tired.
Running a business doing it all.
So happy when I got a morsal...he made me breakfast.
He says he loves me.he doesn't hit me or cheat.
Yup 30 years later still married yup he quit drinking for 5 years ...from there prescription meds...sex ? Never...separate bedrooms
Daughter Is an addict now...
But we still go to church every Sunday and travel the world....
DONT DO IT!!!