I here ya. It's amazing the amount of time in a day was devoted to alcohol.
I was an all day drinker, so I was literally either drunk or suffering from a hangover in the form of panic attacks or high anxiety.
That was my choice for the day. Either be completely freaked out, or drunk.
So much time wasted making sure I had liquor available. So much time wasted sneaking drinks, making drinks, hiding bottles, disposing old bottles secretly, masking my breath....so much time wasted.
I sure am glad that's all over with.
Congrats to you for stringing 5 days together. Ride that train man. Stay on for the whole ride. Even greater things lie ahead of you!