I'm so happy you're confident in your decision and carried through with it. As you stated:
I don't miss the chaos, I don't miss the lies, I don't miss him claiming his drinking was all my fault, I don't miss the drunken stupors, I don't miss the trips to the ER, I don't miss driving him to AA meetings, I don't miss his self-centered alcoholic behavior.
. . . . I'm not going to miss any of this either. . . but I will miss him.
Praying for a change! Thanks.