Originally Posted by
OfEpiphany 
Don't feel too bad, don't even think about it, just hop back on the band wagon and try your best all the time to stay on.
You were still sober for almost a year, all of those days healed your physical brain, and all that healing will not be offset by 2 days of drinking.
True, the sober time will never go away. I am starting to feel better, been hanging out in bed all day so far with my two cats.