Hi I'm so happy on your year that is a miracle everyday an alcoholic does not drink. I picked up after a year and basically put myself through hell for another 3 years. You have courage acknowledging that you are powerless over alcohol today is a new day and your growth will continue ! Thank you for posting and being honest that is real recovery ! Also the previous poster wisdom hit it on the button. There will come a time no human power will keep us away from a drink but they give us faith a higher power willl in the BB just glad your safe and honest thank you for sharing