I hate alcohol
Hello ALL! I haven't posted in awhile!
I do hate alcohol or anything that has the potential to have control over my life. I wanna drink and not worry about the complications but I can't and it's pissing me off. Alcohol is all around me, I can't find one damn person who doesn't drink, besides the ones I know on here who have remained sober. I'm irritated, and it's coming up on the 5 year anniversary of my husbands death on the 23rd. I need to stay sober, but I'm not sure I can. I just don't know, my coping skills suck!
Thanks for listening