Thanks James
James, thanks so much. I did read your post before this even happened and your right I think he should read it. Kevin is my oldest son and he is named after my big brother Kevin, who I lost to a alcohol related MVA when I was 9 and he was only 16.
I myself have never drank but I did have my own evils. I was a meth addict from the first try and very quickly went to intravenous use on a daily basis for the next three years. Before this time I had never so much as had a traffic ticket, I wented up with 3 felonys and 6 months in prison. That was 6+ years ago and that is how long I have been clean. HE was there for all that and I am scared that watching me go to hell and back won't be enough.