Originally Posted by
Yogini1603 
Day three here.
Sleep is broken and weird. I'm not working today and woke up feeling sad and stressed about the things I've done and let slip from drinking. Especially work and financial stuff. I feel a sense of dread in facing up to my responsibilities as I can't remember the last time I did it sober. Even paying a bill - I'd drink to reward myself and also to forget how much money I'd just paid out!
Anyway, I'm grateful to be sober but just feeling a little flat this morning.
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Oof my finances are the same way, it's going to take a long time to get them back in order, but that's part of being an adult and accepting that we can't change the past and also a reminder of what life was like as a drunk. I remember thinking I don't have a care in the world bc I'm drunk and I don't care about finances. It's all catching up to me now.