I can understand all of you who are upset with your SO's. Recently, I am mad at everybody. Seems like somehow I am projecting my self-hatred to everyone who cross my path...or see on TV...or read about. I have this rage, like "if the world was different I wouldn't feel the need to be drunk all the time".
Yeah...very mature of me, I know. I am very aware that the problem lies within me, but sometimes it seems I can't be reasonable about sobriety. I am just mad that I even find myself in this situation to begin with. So frustrated I either get really mad or start crying. Such I wreck I can be some days...
Need to get back to exercise daily, really helped handling this frustration. Maybe I should start boxing
Love this thread, since we all are going through similar things, chances are we will heal with time. Take care, all!