Yes Rosiepetal
I really have no idea why he suddenly started looking for me so often and insistently and then telling me a lot of his deeper issues. Probably people are getting tired of him and I was the only dumb one still giving him chances or the time of day... or he was trying to send me the message that "maybe he can change" and try to lure me again to be his company...
But no my friends, between this one and the last XABF I am slightly smarter and can start to imagine other kind of people around me... and I have also made peace with loneliness, recently I have been made aware of all the pain and loneliness I have carried throughout life, I know I can't keep operating from that place anymore.... or people like this one arrive, and I try to cling to an illusion...