Thanks for your posting. It makes me feel like I am not alone in all of this. My AH will drink a lot...something bad will happen...then he says he is going to quit...which he does, but then goes right back at it a week or so later. I too have put things on hold which I shouldn't.
good for you on going to the historical site....sounds like progress...
My Christmas tree is up but with no decorations too...lol...