Originally Posted by
wheelingdizzy 
but what if i feel i cant stop?
That feeling is wrong
It may take a little effort and work on your part but you can absolutely stop.
If I read your post right you haven't been drinking for every long?
You have an excellent chance of putting the bottle down and not picking it up again, if you stop now.
i drank yesturday..
i was fine today till 2pm and i was craving it , i was becoming irritated,, and annoyed, and agitated, ( well as agitated as one can be with only half a body to move)
what is this? ive never had this before?
its sounds like a growing dependence to me.
Now would be a really great time to do something about it, before it gets worse, WD...
As far as adjusting to life in the chair, there must be Wheelie support groups around where you live, or at Uni, or online. I really encourage you to seek those out
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