Go Paco go Paco , you can do it. Those early days sucked big time. My brain was like broken for a while. That's why I think I'm in it for the long run. Still a little scary to think about, so I don't. I just go with it, sober that is. Man, I know that my 5 month old daughter loves her sober poppa more than the stoned version if he was around. My sober life is a trip in a good way now and I really don't think I'd have what I have if I was still smoking. New doors, opportunity, purpose will come your way. Are you able to eat good? I started eating a lot better and I think that helped. Keep it up, keep us updated, we're rooting for ya!